Month: December 2021

  • A Kenning

    a kenning


    These are the rogue waves that scour the ocean;
    self-surfing, uprising.
    I had something else in mind
    that was too mild. Instead,
    all is terror: torn wings,
    declarations, wild birds and amphoras—
    copulatives instead of conjunctions.

    Sly, wounded beasts crawl from my mouth;
    from my penis, crocodiles. Snails send sensors
    from beneath my fingernails. Yet I have eyes 
    that at last are living, though in a place
    far from the sainted maps.

    To the town arrive new villagers. I offer ways
    that come to me unbidden.
    Who’s to say they are not thankful? But why
    doesn’t my reckless mouth stand still
    instead of dancing
    agile as sunlight over a pail of water?

    If only my arms did not lay dead as wood.
    If the poles of my fingers were not simple shrubs.

    The lift of the green wind: I rise from rooftops,
    strike air white with my keel,
    turn and turn in a helical storm.
    My spiral arms reach out,
    out, until lost becomes us. Lost,

    we are lost, but sky turns sweet
    paper, origami hand pinching a crane’s tail.

    Fresh hollows in the air replace us.
    Water flows from
    frail-tipped saucers.

    j.a. van wagner ©1993 1993.05.02

  • Collateral

    collateral

    A dobel-doppel or treble-tripfel cobra, or copper-wrapped package, is how it was described to us — or how we heard it — which is, the cartridge for a gun placed in a mortise doorlock, fitting precisely in its place, for which it is intended. A cartridge containing bullets of the nuclear kind. And what is the place we are headed for? A sort of resort? Or farm, in the country? Which country?

    We had been there often, with father, long ago. We were required now to get back, with the new nuclear assembly, that had been placed on order after such an undisturbed silence. This, coming at an inconvenient time for us, certainly, after we had just got back home. But now, had to go out again. Out, driving or walking or taking a bus, some form of public transportation: a bicycle, a scooter; back into that landscape, so familiar from our childhood. While they all, there, knew our father, they might have remembered us only from the time we were a small boy at our father’s side, secure in the grip he had on us, accompanying him on trips all over. All over that countryside, for the purpose of deliveries.

    What had it been, his mission? The eggs? No, we think it was the other business, one he conducted alongside the business of eggs, that involved packages wrapped up ahead of time so that we couldn’t see what was in them. Stowed in secret in the rear compartment of the vehicle. Packages that perhaps he did not want any others to see, either, the ones we met along the way. But surely, the traders and buyers must have known? Would have been able to see what was concealed, in the packages? Packages unwrapped right in front of them, to assure them of what they were getting. The items passed from hand to hand were so valuable, so vital, there could be no secrets of any kind. These men — presumably men — had other businesses elsewhere, in foreign lands, about which something was dark. But then again, we were involved in the same business as they. A business complementary to their business, dangerous in its way, of handling and tending to the devices.

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