21.08.20
Character who admits to resolute hylozoism. To be seen in his life and works.
“All things are full of gods” — Thales
j.a. van wagner ©2021 2021.08.20
21.08.20
Character who admits to resolute hylozoism. To be seen in his life and works.
“All things are full of gods” — Thales
j.a. van wagner ©2021 2021.08.20
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Every moment is a moment of collapse. Hemmed in by the available choices. Exactly what you can’t put your finger on. But remember, the dream has been made for you. Here comes the tailor, he sizes you up. Looks you up and down. No one is terrified of the choice they know you will not make. What if that choice, normally invisible, shone out of the back of a wardrobe, or in a far corner of the yard? But only for a moment, and you must have mistaken it for the flit of a bushtit’s wing. But you’re out, scooping up the dog’s shit. It must have been a veritable flurry of bushtits…
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You say you are going to unearth it, the whatever, where it lies in state beneath the
but they get the idea.
You are going to name it, bring it to light!
You hurry eastward down a well-lit avenue with the second-hand perambulator you’ve bought for hauling, nodding all the while at the others as they pass, two and three abreast, in their going-out clothes, pushing their perambulators, wheeling their whatevers in the opposite direction. You are by now so late the streets are cold.
With all that creaking of wheels and doffing of hats, doffing of … who is it wears hats these days? … and compliments exchanged (those beautifully-chromed wheel spokes! how well turned-out you look!), employing only safe words from one of the other centuries, no one thinks to ask: How is yours?
No, it is clear to them your perambulator is empty.
Is it because you are late, because your perambulator is in disrepair, or because of your many failed promises? Haven’t you been saying for how long now? that you will
though for sure, you are fooling no one .
It’s not any lie you’ve told, it’s not your furtive gait nor the tell-tale fingerprints left in the clay of your dissembling, yet it’s as plain as
In shame you arrive at the plot where you last
where it is, where it is still, undisturbed in its slumbers, if you could say such a thing slumbers, if it has not been your own feckless slumber hanging over it like unrained rain.
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